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[Dec. 11th, 2009|01:01 am] |
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Alright solitude was a bad idea. It's eating me alive, this whole week other than prom and tuition I seriously haven't been out. Oh well other than seeing Jess before tuition for a walk, it felt good actually. Like I was getting my life back.
Something tells me I should sleep now, but I know deep down it's not going to make me feel better. My new Mac didn't make me feel better as well. Now thinking of it I actually like being busy. Like ever since holidays started I've been swamped with work to do it hardly gave me breathing space but it gave me a sense of purpose. I hate dwindling my days away. As much as I know i've got to get started with schoolwork, like do full-day revisions to push up my grades, I've got no motivation. i hate wasting my days on going out, but my friends make up most of my life. Except for some people who I really have no desire to see. Ack.
Think I'll bring my laptop out and do Econs tomorrow. Gotta persevere in my determination to finish solitude. Meanwhile I'll write my Christmas letters. School is starting soon, gotta enjoy it while it lasts.
Funny how i've got so much to spill but my sentences are coming out short. And dissected. Looking forward to Saturday! I can finally do my hair and shop at Spotlight! How exciting to wait to break out of solitude.
I miss you a lot. Go out soon okay? |
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| the saltwater room |
[Dec. 7th, 2009|11:49 pm] |
I guess I should write this down if i don't ever want to forget. These couple of weeks had been a blast, one of the best holidays I've had so far. I presume the best will come next year, after the damned A's and there will be a Hongkong trip with my favourite EDS girls! Maybe we can go to Laos with the Laos people, what do you think! Omg I am getting so excited about next year.
Signing up for JCLP must have been the best decisions i've ever made in the seventeen messed up years of my life. The biggest mistake I made was to take H2 Physics! But thank goodness i've dropped it to H1 and next year will be so much easier for poor me. Oh yes back to the attachment. Met the awesomest people everrrrrr! Wei Ting, Shuyin, Gee Jing, Josiah, Marcus, Brian, Weng Hong, Yingxin. And the lawyers! Lois, Seow Ser, Kenneth, Adrian and many more. And I got to take loads of photos recently man did I ever mention HOW MUCH I LOVE PHOTOS. Not just taking them, but keeping them. They're probably the most important things in my computer. We had a lot of fun, all the meals and going out it was so worth it getting my phone confiscated for one damn night ahaha! Got home later than i was supposed to be and my dad got a little miffed he demanded for my phone and my ezlink card (?). Either he thinks i'm out partying with strangers or boys or hanging out with my boyfriend, which i told him repeatedly that I do not have one and he apparently remains stoic and unconvinced. Oh well I will never forget this bunch of people for quite some time, should hang out more often! Facebook has been proving its worth as of late ha! STAAAAAY IN TOUCH :)
I am not going to upload photos here because Livejournal can be such a bitch when it comes to uploading photos. Now back to my homework and my boring life. I am declaring solitude this week! Haven't been alone for quite some time, even when i am alone on the train it's kinda hard to sort out my thoughts with the crazy rush hour commuting crowd. Oh that is going to be something i'll miss as well, all the crazy rushing and squeezing during peak hours. And all the cab rides as if we are really rich lawyers already. And all the meals that cost more than canteen food. Really need time alone so don't ask me out! Even if you do I'll give you a crappy excuse and you just gotta live with it baby!
Unless you are someone special, heh heh! Gotta go off now, have fun reading my rare posts. Night homies!
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| thoughtcrime |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|11:14 pm] |
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Omg this is totally unwarranted. Since I am bored stiff with nothing to do, I shall make it a point to say hello here. Regardless of whether anyone reads it or not.
My life has been really eventful as of late, with laughter, tears, anger, boredom, you name it, I've got it. Class chalet, movie sleepover, work attachment, y6 prom and many more. Made some new friends through Ramdas & Wong, discovered a really lame side of Zhengkai during SAL Law Conference (oh the blimey), got to know some old friends better, sorted out my thoughts a little and realised I am so bitchy sometimes.
This is so epic I think I need to post this up. I didn't know if I should laugh or cry.
Setting: Outside the conference hall, I was waiting for Liren who went to the toilet.
Zhengkai comes along and stands next to me.
Zhengkai: Waiting for Liren Ling I suppose?
Siyun: Yeah
Zhengkai: There is no link (ling) in this conversation.
Siyun: ??
Work has been quite okay, since its my first work experience ever so I have no basis of comparison. Statutes-reading was a one way ticket to slumberland, the lawyer always had to appear whenever I turned to the computer for a little Facebook or catching a little shut-eye. So embarrassing. Had lunch on the first day with the attachees, Lau Pa Sat's food was good. The only downside was that it was so damn hot. The following day the lawyers brought us out for lunch. Can't wait for Monday when I finally can go to court and into the chambers! Oh and I received a mayyyyyyyyyjah surprise on Thursday. Heh heh!
I love my clique! Hahaha Jess just told me not to be lame. Let me tell you who is in my clique. Firstly there is the lao da. Her name is siyun. Secondly there's the lao er. His name is Ahpek. Thirdly there is lao san. Ok la never mind. The rest are Jessica, Minjie and Liren. They all respect their lao da very much. Everytime the lao da jio them out they will come out together like good little puppies. We had a really good movie sleepover whereby the lao da fell asleep first, lao er was playing mousehunt and Liren who keeps covering his eyes but he still ended up watching all the scary parts. We went for prata, lao da and Liren each ordered a mountain each. Liren's mountain turned into mud! Omg I think I am so funny.
Nevertheless this holiday is looking good. After WEP it will be time to scurry and hurry for prom and after that, I can finally have the damned break I deserve. Oh and tuition. Mr Chua is so entertaining. So rare that I find someone more entertaining than I am.
Hahaha I had so much laughter posting this up. I love my clique! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THEY ARE ALL GONNA KILL ME I SUPPOSE.
HAVING DINNER WITH THEM ON MONDAY! WHO DARES TO REJECT THE LAO DA!
make you drink chicken blood. |
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